i'm cured....and I have to say it's an aweward feeling; During all the years, I lacked the determination to enjoy life...mostly because society's ways and ethics and  in conclusion I've wasted time so much that I can never get back... 


So there's the truth....hope you're not 2 shocked anyway
I started to further interests such as 

Music 
Wine (I don't drink)
History
Cultary arts
Foreign Languages
Judo
Weapons
 
 the list goes on....Originally, this was for the manga: PVB
(overkill And ridulious isn't it? Lol but it also shows how commited I was to this) 
 
 
There are many things that people learn but never really try Or don't have the time to,most are too ignorant to even notice...while Others reject it all together...

To make this clear; I am NOT trying to be a perfectionist...I am a person who simply wants to learn as much as possible for my future...whether you believe me or not...that doesn't matter
But I am also worry that I might become a conceited, retentous bitch who looked down on other people....